I’m so angry at myself because I’m becoming so obsessed in my relationship that I’m starting to lose sight of everything else. I miss my friends but when I’m not with Sam I feel empty. Thats so pathetic but it’s true. I feel so selfish because I know that some of my friends aren’t happy and I reallly wish I could make them happy but I don’t know what to do or say because I’m happy. I wish that I didn’t miss Sam all the time because then I could see Meg and Dani more but I do :( 
But then I miss Dani and Meg! I’m confused